Well, in one fell swoop I managed to lose the respect and trust of my parents. Lovely...

Well, until some time after Christmas, I am flat broke. I was planning on going to California in January, but money issues have been made dreadfully apparent. It makes me sad too, because I was looking forward to hanging out with some of my online peeps. Well, there no reason to dwell on it I guess. I do plan on going back out to California. Either in March or July, preferably both. I guess the good news of being broke is that it is the ultimate indicator that my gift shopping is done.

*sigh* Makes me sad that I am having such a hard time making friends in the area I live. I always feel like I get quiet around people, which is the exact opposite of what I need to be doing. Some demons of my past have made me indistinctly weary of people. Either way, I am tired of being alone.

^Feel free to ignore previous rant.

Anyway, I hope I can make my next year a far more productive year, Only time will tell.